"I am the wandering son
Your love is never enough
I keep chasing the wind
Instead of chasing Your love
I'm screaming out Your name
Don't let me fall on my face
I've got a busted heart
I'm in need of a change
I'm desperate for grace."
-Busted Heart by For King & Country
I feel like this song describes my journey to unplug from the chatter of social media and plug into the true source of life. It's been 5 days. I haven't cheated. But is that really what it's all about?
It's so easy to replace the time spent on one thing with something else. I've been chasing the wind- trying to fill my time with cheap replacements of the real thing- God. My time doesn't need to be filled; it already is. By Him. His plans. His words. And I'm crowding them out with stuff. What a tragedy.
One step at a time, one day at a time, one minute at a time- He must increase, I must decrease.
Jesus, take all of me. Busted heart and all.